Why?

I don't understand.







Sad.

Emotional.

Depressed.

Lonely.

Hurt.

Upset.

Heartbroken.

Neglected.

Abandoned.

Forgotten.

Miserable.

Confused.







I cannot explain why I feel this way.


I cannot explain why I cried myself to sleep last night.


I cannot explain why I cried again in the shower today, hiding my sobs behind the rush of the water.




Is this normal?


Is there something wrong with me?


Will it go away?






I need you.


Please bear with me.


If you don't care, who else will? :(
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Comments

Dan. Ee. said…
aiyoo... liz.. just hang in there la alright? Cry more if you must. It will make you feel plenty better..=D
If anything, you always got me to tell stuff to ok?? And to cheong hei with. haha.
seriously.
January 1, 2011 at 11:58 PM
May Lee said…
eh whats up la? no cryinggg =(( *hugggg* im here for you ok darling.. muaxxx
January 2, 2011 at 1:33 AM
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